And I never minded being on my own
Then something broke in me and
I wanted to go home
To be where you are
But even closer to you, you seem so very far
And now I’m reaching out with every note I sing
I hope it gets to you on some pacific wind
Wraps itself around you and whispers in your ear
Tells you that I miss you and I wish that you were here
You were that foundation
Never gonna be another one, no
I followed, so taken
So conditioned I could never let go
Then sorrow, then sickness
Then the shock when you flip it on me
So hollow, so vicious
So afraid I couldn’t let myself see
– Lost in the Echo, Linkin Park
For a long time I thought I had a pillar to hold onto. A heart to warm my nights to. I opened myself and it broke me again.
Test my will.
Test my heart.
Let me tell you how the odds gonna stack up.
Ya’ll go hard.
I’ll go smart.
How’s it working out for ya’ll in the back huh?
And I’ve seen that frustration.
Been crossed, then lost and told no.
And I’ve come back, unshaken.
Let down, and lived and let go.
– Lost in the Echo, by Linkin Park
And these promises broken
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go, go, go
Wish we’d go on forever and never changed anything, but wishes are merely wishes. It’s crystal clear the paths you wish us take, so let’s grab the beautiful future awaiting our grasps n leave the past behind.
Living in my memories are all I have of you to keep me warm and loved. Thank you for everything and know that I’ll always hold you dear. Now let’s live n let live!
;~( Today found out that it has changed.. no longer the 4 things that they used to be~ Probly yesterday night, when it was carefree~ This is it. This really is it then.
Last night, just before I wanted to sleep, it seems like my gum throbbed heavily and painfully in the Molars region.
It’s so discombobulating that I cannot pinpoint what’s happening to my tooth/gum/mouth and today it’s still sporadically throbbing — especially when I clench heavily!
Adoi! Yikes! Let’s see for how long the pain will linger..
Because it means she’s thinking for not just herself, but others as well. She’s maturing into a lady and finding her peace.
She’s covering up and dolling up the way a good Muslimah girl would. Good, good! Well done!
Because if Chelsea wins all their games, and City wins all of theirs, the title goes to City.
Because if Liverpool wins all their games, the title is theirs.
Because if Chelsea wins all their games, and City loses one, the title goes to City.
It’s a mad mad world.