Why sing for Peculiar Hearts?

November 14, 2016 - Leave a Response

And I never minded being on my own

Then something broke in me and

I wanted to go home
To be where you are

But even closer to you, you seem so very far

And now I’m reaching out with every note I sing 

I hope it gets to you on some pacific wind

Wraps itself around you and whispers in your ear

Tells you that I miss you and I wish that you were here




Why it still hurts

February 25, 2016 - Leave a Response

You were that foundation
Never gonna be another one, no
I followed, so taken
So conditioned I could never let go
Then sorrow, then sickness
Then the shock when you flip it on me
So hollow, so vicious
So afraid I couldn’t let myself see

– Lost in the Echo, Linkin Park

For a long time I thought I had a pillar to hold onto. A heart to warm my nights to. I opened myself and it broke me again.

Why it’s easier?

February 18, 2016 - Leave a Response

Test my will.
Test my heart.
Let me tell you how the odds gonna stack up.
Ya’ll go hard.
I’ll go smart.
How’s it working out for ya’ll in the back huh?
And I’ve seen that frustration.
Been crossed, then lost and told no.
And I’ve come back, unshaken.
Let down, and lived and let go.

– Lost in the Echo, by Linkin Park

Why stay when you know?

February 11, 2016 - Leave a Response

And these promises broken
Deep below
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go, go, go

Why cannot forever?

February 9, 2016 - Leave a Response

Wish we’d go on forever and never changed anything, but wishes are merely wishes. It’s crystal clear the paths you wish us take, so let’s grab the beautiful future awaiting our grasps n leave the past behind. 

Living in my memories are all I have of you to keep me warm and loved. Thank you for everything and know that I’ll always hold you dear. Now let’s live n let live!

Why it changed?

February 5, 2016 - Leave a Response

;~( Today found out that it has changed.. no longer the 4 things that they used to be~ Probly yesterday night, when it was carefree~ This is it. This really is it then.

Why you dunno ring size?

January 26, 2016 - Leave a Response

Me, 20. Her, 17.

Why my gum hurts bad?

March 2, 2015 - Leave a Response

Last night, just before I wanted to sleep, it seems like my gum throbbed heavily and painfully in the Molars region.

It’s so discombobulating that I cannot pinpoint what’s happening to my tooth/gum/mouth and today it’s still sporadically throbbing — especially when I clench heavily!

Adoi! Yikes! Let’s see for how long the pain will linger..

Why I like her new style.

September 1, 2014 - Leave a Response

Because it means she’s thinking for not just herself, but others as well. She’s maturing into a lady and finding her peace.

She’s covering up and dolling up the way a good Muslimah girl would. Good, good! Well done!

Why the title race is still far from over?

April 13, 2014 - Leave a Response

Because if Chelsea wins all their games, and City wins all of theirs, the title goes to City.

Because if Liverpool wins all their games, the title is theirs.

Because if Chelsea wins all their games, and City loses one, the title goes to City.

It’s a mad mad world.